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Internal - a mystery to most, often even to the very object (or person) itself, but it can be known.
Slice kiwi open. Green, black specks, juicy, sweet, star-burst patterned deliciousness.
Or simply turn tulip and see the crucial heart of the matter.
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According to Dr. Jack Crabtree: “The virtue of enlightened self-acceptance, a self acceptance based on an accurate understanding of who one really is, a self-acceptance which results in a humble and settled contentment with and pursuit of one’s destined role in human existence.”
I'm still learning about and accepting that which lies deep within. And without.
"God doesn't make junk."
I am a marvelous work of creation and that is why my evil is such a tragedy.
It's complicated.
Journey.